I know it's been MONTHS since I've written for Be My Loser! but now I've decided to continue with it. Enjoy! -AnimeTomboy1998 xxx
Santana has told Lilly her secret that she can't say publicly yet, but she encourages her to at least have the guts to tell her mother.
When they got inside his room, Lilly and Santana sat down on Frank's bed as he looked around for a DVD. "Hey, you two mind waiting while I go downstairs to get a DVD to watch?" "Oh, sure." Lilly replied. "We can just chat." Santana smiled at him.
Once Frank shut the door, Santana turned back to Lilly. "Okay, Lilsy, I have to tell you something." She had a concerned look on her face, grabbed my hands and looked into my eyes. "Sure, anything. You can trust me if it's a secret or something." "Well, yeah, it's a secret. I've only completely told one person: Britt. Me and Britt always been best girls, even as little toddlers when we talked about how blue was the new pink, and I always thought we'd be the bestest of the best but soon more feelings came." Lilly took a few seconds to take in the information before she realized what she meant. "You're a...? Really?" She had a looser grip of my hands and nodded. She looked like she was going to cry.
"You're real brave saying it to me but you're telling the truth, saying only Brittany knows?" I asked but then she shook her head. "No. That boy Karofsky knows. I used him 'cos he's gay too." I was too shocked knowing one of the toughest guys in school was also gay but I wanted to focuse on Santana. "Santana, you can't be alone during this. You have to come out at school." "No. No, I'm not ready." "Have you at least told your parents? Mom? Dad?" She shook her head again. "No. I wanna tell my mom but I don't know if she'll help me or abandon me." Lilly hugged her. "Risk it. If she don't accept then you could try and move in with me." "Thanks." She hugged her back and Lilly felt like her feelings were gonna bring her to something good soon.
Frank came back with a funny movie in his hand. "Found something finally! So how were you two?" "Fine." Santana said, holding Lilly's hand. "Yeah. Just fine." Lilly squeezed back. During the movie, Lilly whispered to Santana, "Does Frank know?" She responded, "I told him but he thought I was lying." "I think we should tell him." "When I have courage to come out, I will." They watched the rest of the movie in silence, said goodbye and went home.
When Santana got home, she found her mother in the kitchen, sipping some tea. "Mom?" "Yes, Santana?" "I have to tell you something... Something personal." "Sure thing, baby." They walk up to her bedroom, sat down on the bed as Santana started to tell her mother.
Wait for Part 9 now. :)
-AnimeTomboy1998 xxx