Well this is a fanfic about Blaine after the Klaine breakup. WARNING! Some parts will be depressing.
I hope you enjoy this fanfique. :)
It was a nice day at McKinley, people laughed and talked about stuff. As Blaine walks through the halls of the school, he notices all the Glee Club members leering at him, giving him the "I hate you" kinda look, as he walked into the room, then was shoved by Tina. "You should be ashamed of yourself, Warbler. How can you even live with yourself after hurting the most lovable gay guy here?" Tina said to Blaine lying on the floor, there was no answer, he only got up and isolated himself as far as posible in the Choir room. The whole entire time, Blaine didn't speak, only giving frowns. "Why would you hurt him? why would you hurt Kurt?" said Artie throwing something at Blaine.
No one really knows Blaine, he never talks about his family and people have only seen his brother, Cooper. Maybe you can say that he is the mysterious boy.
"Okay, this week will be tributed to Johnny Cash!" Finn said, being the temperary coach of the New Directions. "Uhm.." Blaine said, "Do you have something to say, mister 'I like to cheat on my boyfriend'?" said Brittany, Blaine just put his head under his arms, crawling back into a ball. Sam didn't want to say anything to defend Blaine, he wanted to, but he thought he would be hated by them to if he did. So he just looked at Blaine with sorrowful eyes. The day ended with everyone ignoring him.
The next day, Sam goes to the showers after football practice, already hearing a shower going, he walks in, noticing blood on the floor, he runs, and see's Blaine sitting down, with a knife in one hand cutting himself, he also notices bruises all over his body through his wet-white shirt. "Oh God. Blaine. BLAINE!" he ran towards the near dead Blaine, picking him up and calling an ambulence. a dreary Blaine wakes up in the hospital, with Sam by his side. "Oh thank God, you are okay." said a releaved Sam waiting impatiently for Blaine to wake up after 5 hours. Sam got up to hug him, Blaine rose his arms up, "Please, don't-don't hurt me." he said, "Hurt you? Why would I hurt you?" Sam questioned. "Because of what i did." Blaine replied, "Just because you cheated on Kurt, doesn't mean I will hurt you." Sam exclaimed, "You won't?" "Of course not, we're bro's. Remember?" Sam proclaimed.
Sam was the only one from McKinley to visit Blaine in the hospital. Though, he never asked what happened to him. After 6 days, Blaine was able to go back to McKinley, the ND members, excluding Sam, started shouting and yelling at him: about how he hurt Kurt in so many ways by just doing one thing, and how he should just die, and wish Sam didn't find him. Blaine finally just snapped, "Shut up! Shut up!" Blaine shouted, "Oh, is the cheater gonna cry?" said Unique, "Kurt is not the only one who gets his feelings hurt! I cheated on him because i felt trully alone, and that he was pushing me away. I get he has a carreer, but i matter too!" he shouted, "What a hypocrit." said Rory, "Why didn't you just tell him or us that you were unhappy?" said Tina with a jerkish tone, "How could I, you people have only hated me from the start! And Kurt never gave me a chance to say anything! I don't get why when Kurt does something wrong, you people say that he didn't mean to do it, but I do something wrong, I should go to hell! I already have enough of this at my home, i don't need you guys to make it even worse! I am tired of being known as Kurt's Boyfriend, I am tired of being alone, I am tired of being alive because of my life! I sing because it is the only way people hear me, and they don't get my cries for help! Kurt isn't the only gay guy that has feelings, I have feelings too! So stop treating me like I am a worthless, hopeless puppy dog! I already get enough abuse from my neglective and abusive father! Without Kurt I am nothing, I cheated on him, because i felt like nothing, I didn't mean to cheat, i just felt trully alone, having no friends, no real family, having an abusive family, no mother, not even at the age of 1. And always, always being ignored!" Blaine snapped even more, and ran out of the school in tears.
Chapter 2- Can't I Trust Anyone Anymore?[]
A few days have passed since the young, hazel eyed guy had snapped. Blaine just wanted to end everything, including his life, but he kept thinking to himself that isn't the right thing to do. What should he do? He thinks everyone hates him, excluding Sam, who is the one who saved him. He doesn't notice, but the ND members haven't even talked since his snap, does he think that they are through with him completely? No one can be for sure. Tina sung her solo, Sam sung a duet with Unique, Marley sung her solo, and the day just went by, with no talking just doing their assignment.
"Yo, gay kid!" shouted one of the jocks, "You should try again. You know what they say, 'At first you don't succeed, try, try again." said the jock, who almost slushied Blaine, who blocked himself with his locker door, then drying it off with one of his miniature towels. "Are you okay, Blaine?" said Sam walking up to the depressed, black-haired boy. He didn't verbally answer, only nodded his head for response. "You haven't talked since a few days ago. Please, tell me if anything else is bothering you, I can help." said Sam, again, there was no answer. "You know, the day you learn to let people in, it will be too late for you!" the blonde guy shouted walking off through the halls of the school. Blaine got his bag, and left the nearly empty school. The next day Blaine had try to say sorry to Sam but he wouldn't listen, he had gotten mad at Blaine too. "Now everyone hates me." Blaine said in thought, "Why can't I speak? It's like my voice just ran away from me. I would understand why, i mean who and what would want to be near me? The depressed boy who can't seem to show his feelings, the crybaby of the century, the man with too many solo's. No wonder people hate me, I even hate myself." he continued in thought.
His first class went by slowly, people staring at him with strange looks. He kept staring at the clock, when the teacher called his name, he just rose his hand, and then quickly putting it back on the table. Last week, they took a test, and today they are getting it back along with progress report cards, his grades have dramatically dropped. He is even more depressed than he already was, "Looks like I will be beaten to near death, again." he said in thought. His second class went by fast, it felt like only two minutes went by, only having to write an essay on a book, that he was supposed to read, but never got to the point of reading. "Hey, Former Cyclops!" Sue shouted, watching Blaine doze off in the hallway, "Get ready to be terminated in Booty Camp!" she continued, then slowly walking away. He can't take it anymore, him being depressed isn't gonna do anything. Can he not have a friend to help? Why is he the only one without a friend? Blaine just went to his next class, rose his hand to indicate he is at school, and wrote a note to the teacher to see if he could go to the restroom. He walked through the halls quietly, making sure no one was around, he entered the restroom, looking down at each stall making sure there was no one in there. He went through his bag, got out a sharp razor, then slowly started to cut his wrists, he smiles with the pain and sensation it gives him. The pain of self harm helps him, he thinks, thinking it as the only pain he can control. He breaths hardly due to the self inflicted harm, even people through the halls might be able to hear him though there was no one there. He starts to shed tears, smiling, thinking that he could end all his misery right here and now. Kitty, the evil blonde girl, is shown going to the restroom, and hear's Blaine's sounds of sadness, she walks in, knowing it is completley wrong, she steps in, she see's the depressed boy attempting suicide, "Blaine, Blaine!" she shouted, he dropped the razor, "What the hell do you think you are doing?!" Kitty shouted, "I thought-" "You thought what? Of killing yourself, why?" "Because then everything would be easier, wouldn't it? Without me, people wouldn't have to hate, people wouldn't have to be in pain. I won't be in pain." that was the first time Blaine had spoken since he snapped. "I am calling the ambulence, now." the girl said getting her phone out and dialing 9-1-1.
Blaine again, is sent to the hospital. He had been unconcious for atleast 2 days. When he wakes up, he realizes that no one is there, it's just him. Suddenly, out of the blue, he notices something redish, it was Kitty. "Are you okay?" she asked, "Yes, sorry for making you panic." he replied. "Good, and you don't have to say sorry." she said. "Why are you worried? I thought you were the girl that hated everyone?" he said, "I might be a bitch most of the time. But I don't hate people."she replied, Blaine laughed, and quickly put his hand over his mouth, that was the first time he ever laughed since his break up with Kurt, and he was flabergasted that he was speaking, and laughing. "Why Blaine, why would you consider taking your own life?" Kitty asked, "Because I am just a waste of space, I am always and going to be forever alone, not the alone that you are thinking, the kind of alone that i am. The alone meaning, having no one to be there for you, no one to actually care for you. The alone of meaning that people hate you." Blaine replied showing off waterish eyes. "Blaine, you aren't alone." she said, "I'm not?" said a confused Blaine. "You aren't alone because i will be here for you, i will help you. I will defend you. And am I really saying this? Oh God, I'm becoming, nice!" she said shocked. They laugh.
Five days went by with Blaine in the hospital, he finally comes back to school, and enters the Choir room. Everyone has tears in there eyes, but he doesn't know why. "Blaine. We are all very sorry." Finn said, "Kitty told us what happened." Tina said, "Please forgive us." Sugar said holding back tears, "I should be the one apologizing. I am truly, deeply sorry for cheating on Kurt, I just felt as if he didn't love me anymore, and I didn't want to, but at the same time I did. I hate myself for that, I always will." Blaine said aloud, everyone was shocked and happy at the same time to hear his voice. The whole day went by with Blaine giving off a smile after a very long time.
On the last day before winter break, everyone seemed to hate him, again, for no apparent reason. Kitty was the only one to talk to him. It was lunch hour, he and Kitty were getting their lunches and a few of the football jocks come up. "Hey Crybaby, next time you will be lucky. Third times the charm, remember?" said one of the jocks. "Shut up." Kitty darted from her mouth, "What's gotten in to you?" said the other jock, "You heard me, shut up. You rat licking, slug kissing, worthless toads. If you even dare say anything to him again. You will face my wrath" She said in a very fast tone. The jocks walk away with annoyed faces. "Thanks." Blaine whispered, "No problem. I am still trying to get used to being nice. It's kinda fun, I still get to be a bitch!" Kitty said, smiling. Blaine had finally found a friend, but will the ND's accept that is Kitty?